Jun was veri charming & many girls couldn't help falling in love with him... therefore, he became quite a flirt... As for Jen, she was an ordinary girl with average looks... Although there were quite a number of guys chasing her, Jen only had Jun in her heart...although She knew that one day Jun would eventually leave her... she still continued to love him wholeheartedly... Jen loves rainy days...she
loves playing in the rain, & whenever Jun wanted to join her, she'll always stop him from joining... Jun then ask her: "Why don't yOu let me join you?"
Jen replied:" Err..er..because i don't want you to fall sick... " Jun then ask her again:"If playing in the rain will make me fall sick, then why are you still doing it?" But each time Jen will always keep quiet & smile at him... Although Jun was`t able to join her, he felt happy... To him, as long as Jen was happy, he'll be happy as well... However, nothin last long... Jun soon fell for another girl after two months. He even love the girl more deeply den he love Jen.. One day, while Jun & Jen were having their dinner , Jun told Jen that this would be their last dinner together... Jen looked at him... She knew dat this was going to happen, but she
choose not to ask any further...Jun then requested for a break up.. And Jen...she accepted willingly... partly because, she knew...Jun was just like the wind...never stop at any point... That night..it was to be the last time Jun send Jen home.. Jen kept veri quiet...although deep down she wanted to know the reasons but she choose not to ask... Just when Jen was about to step into the lift, Jun stop her... He said:Jen, I'm really sorry that i've let you down... But i'll never forget those days when i see you playing in the rain...those are the most happy & unforgottable memories i had with you... After listening to Jun, Jen could't help it but cried...
Jun hugged her tightly... He said:Jen, There's one question i wanted to ask you long ago... Why is it everytime when you are playing in the rain, you just wouldn't allow me to accompany you? Jen was stunned.. pausing for a few seconds, Jen replied... Because... Because i don't wish to let you know... I was crying...
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many things came across my mind even though i tried not to think of them. i thought the feelings were gone but they are still there dorment in the heart. the feelings were awaken again from what you said that day. trying my best to stop thinking ever now and then. it really still aches even thought the feelings were very long time ago. how can i really stop this pain...
i know you won't read my blog. maybe by typing out how i really feel now, may help ease the pain i am feeling.
