today met up wif yd, karen, yp, lian, shan, wei an n miao. for late lunch at swensens i had only a milkshake (thin mint) as i ate at home be i came. after tat went shopping e gals except lian bought stuff from herren. den we ahead down to far east to collect karen shoes which she paid at herren but collect at far east as there was no stock there. after walking awhile wei an n miao went off. den we went to gelare to had a waffer ice cream, 4 ppl yd, shan, lian n me share 1 "large" lol. karen n yp ate 1 "large". den waited for joyce n her bf to come den we head down to scots crystal jade for dinner. first time eating at crystal jade can say e food not bad but not fulling lol. it's kinda ex too service was very gd lol.
after dinner karen n yp left to go pubbing. den e rest of us went down to cine to meet nat n her bro i think (dun really knw his identity) to play LAN game (DOTA) lol. exiciting match it was lol, after tat joyc n her bf wnt home n rest went to park lane to play snooker n pool. snooker match was from normal to dull lol as almost every1 can't hit in e balls execpt the taico queen (nat) haha she really very taico today wack any ball it just go in for snooker n pool. before it gets more dull we change to pool there was when lian become high scream here n there lol.after awhile yd went home, e rest of us continue play till e point my eyes wan close le den anyhw wack le lol played till 2am i think den off we go to take cab home. e 4 of dem share 1 cab n i took 1 myself home.
today outting was alright many ppl came but left early lol long time since had this many ppl outing le dun knw wen will hv this type of outing again haiz. tmr will be going in for training le later need to pack e stuff to bring in, kinda lazy also just no mood to do stuff nw. on the way home many things came to my mind n thinking about my life n hw has it been for e pass few years. i dun knw am i happy or sad wif my life nw anot just tat like no feeling for it le passing by each day just like tat can't really bothered about time n date too.
*wat do i really wan in my life, can't find e goal for it.
*feel tat i getting to lose hope for many things, just feel so empty nw.
*do i really need someone in order to move on in life?
*been having this sad feeling for pass few days, what can i do to over come this feeling
~really need a hug, shoulder to cry on or someone to comfort me~
